Salam Ramadhan~

Assalammualaikum everyone...

Selamat Menyambut Bulan Ramadhan & Menunaikan Ibadah Puasa to all my Muslim friends out there :)

I just got back to Glasgow yesterday morning. I don't think I'll get tired of crying and being sad and moppy everytime I leave home. My summer holiday in Brunei this year has been very worthwhile. I spent most of it with my family, which makes it hard to leave everything behind.

I miss helping mom to cook and clean, helping bros to prepare for sahur, i miss sleeping with mom next to me, i miss having sungkai out @ the restaurant with my family, i miss having sahur with my family, i miss going out with my brothers...i miss home :(

Apart from spending time at home, I managed to spend my hols with my nanah and kids. All those time playing with the kids, watching korean drama and indonesian drama with nanah and hannan, sleeping over with the kids by my side, cooking baking with nanah, helping her out for sungkai, fetching the kids from school...I miss nanah and kids :'(

I miss my cousin Khal...we used to go out at least once a week. If its not watching movies, we would go out have dinner, sushi-ing, jalan2 shopping / going to the saloon. I miss baking with her, sleeping over at her place has always been in my top list and im glad i made it this time. If u're reading this babe, thanks for spending time with me :')

I miss home...:'(

Btw, have i told you that I'm back home already? :D

Yes, I am home :D and I feel LOVED ♥

30.06 - 01.07

This time last year I lost a very special friend :'(

But this year, I refuse to be sad and I ain't gonna manja myself by going all teary about it. I refused to be that girl anymore. Because I might have lost that special friend, but I gained few good friends over the year. They might not be as special, but they're good friends. Well, at least good to and for me. I am blessed and I will be grateful. I AM grateful.

Thank you Allah :)

Just in case...

So you decided to see me out of the blue,

should i let you come over?

i think you're doing fine..

that girl in your arms does she know where you come from?

Almost made me move out of town,

you don't want me to be around, i stayed anyway,

just in case...

finding reasons to hate you more than before

like how you said, you would call

but never at all..got rid off your number that i know by heart...

you left your things at my place,

as if i have all the space,cause you know i dont mind

just come back when you think its time..

i'm all black and white inside,

monotonous from left to right

i decorate my house with things you love

just in case, you show up..

in case you show up.

Yuna, Decorate

:')

Total eclipse of the heart

Turn around
Every now and then I get a little bit lonely
And you're never coming round
Turn around
Every now and then I get a little bit tired
of listening to the sound of my tears
Turn around
Every now and then I get a little bit nervous
that the best of all the years have gone by
Turn around
Every now and then I get a little bit terrified
and then I see the look in your eyes

Turn around bright eyes
Every now and then I fall apart
Turn around bright eyes
Every now and then I fall apart

And I need you now tonight
And I need you more than ever
And if you only hold me tight
We'll be holding on forever
And we'll only be making it right
Cause we'll never be wrong together
We can take it to the end of the line
Your love is like a shadow on me all of the time
(all of the time)

I don't know what to do and I'm always in the dark
We're living in a powder keg and giving off sparks
I really need you tonight
Forever's gonna start tonight
(Forever's gonna start tonight)

Once upon a time I was falling in love
But now I'm only falling apart
There's nothing I can do
A total eclipse of the heart

Once upon a time there was light in my life
But now there's only love in the dark
Nothing I can say
A total eclipse of the heart