Me...

Gettin crazy soon...

hmmmm.....

CURRENT STATUS: DEPRESSION
my depression level @ d mo has reach up to 95%...why??? cz of a LOT of DEPRESSING things are goin on lately..
(1) ---no reason-

CURRENT STATUS : depression level rises up to 99.2%

(2) SSM report...i tink this yr was i did a terrible job. 1-cz i started my interview late 2-my data analysis is really tough 3- discussion was even worst....so i ended up NOT sleeping for roughly 48 HOURS...but im glad it ws done now. Another thing i had to do is prepare my SSM presentation. Hv no idea wat im goin to talk about...I fyl really2 shitty...I tink im gonna fail if they ask me abt my time management n commitment for ssm..F*CK!

CURRENT STATUS : depression level shoots up to 99.8%

(3) Ive been delayin my SDL n leavin my PBL stuff lately. Im spposed to do it now 4 PBL 2 tomorrow..no mood lah..really tired, exhausted n drained...kn tdo pn pyah, pdhal 48 hrs dah nda tdo. dats wat i called insomnia..n that how i diagnosed myself to have deprssion

CURRENT STATUS : depression level remained constant 99.85%

MY SIGNS OF DEPRESSION : insomnia, feel worthless, unable to concentrate, loss of appetite, lost interest in entertainment, and most importantly...having suicidal thought...



....miss hangin out my frens....



miss my cheerful self....

im on cloud 9~~

hmm...i tink im getting all mushy and softy everyday..ocassionally, i even found myself smiling n laughing lyk an idiot..hehe..

Life back to Uni

LAst Sat nyt before semester starts..aww...i missed my holiday!!!




back to uni...tsk tsk





i think i look lyk a small kitten here..haha! it was arnd 7am n i remember i came early arnd 6:45am. Imagine that!

d last remaining days of of ma holiday..

Wed nyt @ dRoyalle cafe



Thurs nyt @ dRoyalle

Vacation in Jakarta

mY latest activities..

@ wywy chillin'
















2 beauties trapped in da liFt...

















Last Sunday @ Riverview Hotel..

my fav song

Christina Aguilera
Hurt

Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were, but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today
Ooh, ooh

I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I wanna call you
But I know you won't be there

Ohh I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you

Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just wanna hide 'cause it's you I miss
And it's so hard to say goodbye
When it comes to this, oooh

Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?

sungkai at iLotus

hey im back again...

hey aill...i doubt any1 will read this but hey, wat da heck...im just gonna regard this as my online journal or something..well...trying to..
actually, im more interested in posting pix than writing post...so, here goes


-----my dearest mpp fren------


-----raya 06 w/ luvly Ida------


------do u ever believe in soulmate???-----


------my luvly cuzzies-----


-----surrounded by admirers-----

ciao~~