My "Great" December Holiday

Wat i did so far during my holiday...

10th DEC - 16th DEC 2007 - I went to HongKong / China with my family, cousins, aunty n lil nephew n niece too
Comment: It was fun and exhausting at the same tym. Trip to Disneyland was magical and wonderful..god, 1 day surely wasnt enuf to explore the whole fantasy land. I fyl lyk lil kid..now i understand y michael jackson is crazy bout his neverland and his fantasy of never growing up lyk PeterPan. Even my aunty was crazee act lyk lil kids..ehee.






After the trip, didnt do much. Most of the nyts i spent on movie/cinema watching..

20th & 22nd DEC 2007 - Working on Charity Evening..Meetings meetings meetings...
Comment: Well, at least im not stressed out much bout it. Ive decided to work but play hard too..:D

More updates to come..



Love, Farah

MY 3 MONTHS HOLIDAY

The Suite Room

So, here's a quick recape..

sum of u myt alrdy noe bt this story..but heck, just gonna talk bt it. every now n then, i stay at my aunt;s place @ rimba..cz its close to ubd, dats y..so, if i fyl dat im too tired to go bk to my house @ masin or if i noe the "exam moonsoon" cumin soon, i wuld go stay @ my aunt's place..if i miz home..id go back. basically..i migrate all d tym..

@ Rimba...i used to stay, study, sleep, bla2 in my lil cuz room..


[my old stuyg area..my lil blue car-bed.....miss u...]

but this tym..my other cuz, dcided to stay @ rimba as well till d end of the month cz at the moment, he has to work @ airforce army place @ rimba..his home is in Lamunin, so it wuld troublesome for him to go back n forth. so..when i first arrived @ m aunt's place, i was told dat my other cuz had alrdy check in to "my room"..n my aunt then...with gr8 enthusiasm..told me...dat ive been "upgraded" to the other room..THE Suite room..it used to be the master bedroom..but my uncle n aunt have made another master bedroom downstairs..so, no 1 is now using dat room...when i first found out bout this..i tot to myself..."o..o..im in deep trouble..."..why? cz when it cums to studyg..im extremely picky..every now n then..i had to find myself a good studying spot where i can concentrate n study better..so, the thought of moving to another room..hmm..worries me..but wat to do..

yeap..so these pix below are some of the snapshots of "The Suite Room" where i was upgraded to...yeap..these would be my studying lab for the whole 2 weeks..


[yep...dats my stuff....not all of them..but dats bsically most of them...now u just imagine..i hve to carry n bring all these everytym i move here/go bk home...alum lg my shoes tu (in my car btw)...n my ubd clothes(in d closet)..]


[supposedly..this is my studying area...]

my aunt decided to fatten me up w junk food..she just placed this small refrdgrator last sun..


[god..look at those junk food...aiyo...]

[as if those are not enuf...my aunt dcided to supply me daily beverages supply as well...ai yo yo...tho i hv to admit..d muffins are fantastic n d banana cake taste super-amazing..-p]

[hey...i also hv sum healthy stuff k..fruits..orange just juice...vitasoy (wajib tu...)...ehe]


[this is where the 'magic' happens--> yea ryt, just quoting wat clebrities used to say in MTV Crib..ehe..but seriously, i hv to admit.. the bed is amazing...i can sleep lyk baby for endless hours..dats y i hv trouble studyin in d 1st place...aiyo..]


[this lil mini bed house...is where i put all my books n stuff..nvr tried sleeping here tho..very tempting but..i still hv to study u knw..mmm..mybe i shuld try studying here...]


[dats not it..there's more..this Suite Room is super special u know..if ure bored...u can owez cheer urself up playing this organ..giggles...]


[for once in my lyftym...i got my own toilet in my room..ehe..]

so..i hvnt actually shown u my actual studying spot..well....it took me a few days to finally find a good spot to study..but at d moment..these 2 are d only spots where i feel most comfortable studyg...there's one more...but..i only used that spot if im in a panic mode...ehe..i rather not show u dat one...




neway..i better mk a move now..cont geeking...

cheers!

G.A.S.T.R.I.C.

owh....god!!!! its crazeee...nvr had a much worst gastric pain lyk this before..i tink my gastric episode is gettin worst....it started fri morning...this morning...lg gla...aiyo..i prctically cant gt up frm d bed.wat do u do? d first thing i did was txt my honey...then went onlyn 2 search for sum1 to c8 wit cz at least d pain wont be soo much obvious if im bz c8g away..so, i lyk to thx to Jimmy n my dear bestfren, ayun for helpin me go thro' the horrible pain...mm...well..i fyl better now tho'..thnks to  my beloved frens...


u wont believe it..last nyt..blackout rmah my aunt ah..gler..a2, dmana nah ku study n mnahan skit gastric ku n charging my fone...in my car...yeap2..im my dear lil yellow beetle..funny thing is i was locked out..haha..didnt realise the power was on alrdy, n it was at 12am i tink..hehe..


anyway..im fyn now..eatin my muffin at d mo..wyl typin this post...ermmm...wat else to say ah...mmm....ntah...im doomed..muffin pya psl x..hehe..

My heart n soul...my beloved family~~~

hmm.... i think ive been too caught up..that i just realised dat ive been postin a lot of things abt me lately..ehe..so, ive decided 2 post sumtin diff this tym.
yeap...dats ryt...ive dcided to upload my family pix..cz they're my life..my everything..so, i'd luv to dedic8 dis post to my family...luv u all~~



...my daddy...he's ma sugar daddy...we both hv a LOT of things in COMMON, share d same interest..lyk we both love to travel, go clubbin, golfing, socialising, business-minded..lot more..i alwayz tink dat im d only 1 in d family who knws how to mk him cool dwn esp if he's in a bad temper ..kehkeh...i knw d secret dah..im his neutraliser, his baby daughter..kehkeh...my daddy ne coool brabis ne, if ppl dunno him, they wuld tink he's garang lookin/ambong/taiming...but even if he is..i know deep inside, my dad has some soft spot hidin in there sumwer..thx dad for always supporting me..im really proud to be ur daughter..luv u pa!



...my mummy...luv u ma! my mum means dworld 2 me..she's my mum, my sister, my bestfren, my shoppin partner, my everythin...she'd sacrifice a lot 4 me, almost died bcoz of me evn..w/out her, i wuldnt b wat i am ryt nw..thnx ma for everythin..sorry if i ever hurt u, didnt meant to...always luv u..



...my abg ami...cyg abg~...ehe..he's my only big bro, dperson who i turned to if i hv any complex prob..my secret keeper, my protector...my bestfren...thx fo everythin bg! luv ya~~



..me n my lil bro, ajid..tho he can b annoying sumtym, but i tink i would be dead bored w/out him..miss u kiddo!..




..my babe, ckin...my cousin, my sister, my lesbi gf, my bestfren, my lepak-partner, my secret-keeper, my fashion advisor..we've both hv gone thro a lot of rough times together..good tyms too of course..she cares a lot bt me, she wuldnt let any1 hurt me..wuld even sacrifice her life 4 me..she meant a lot to me. we both hv a long history together, family conflicts..there's even tyms wen we were both banned from seeing each other......its complicated...bscally..i love n care 4 her a lot...love u babe..thx fo bein there for me...



...my cuz ddah!..ehe..she my other gf..my dear cuz..my other bstfren tho we hvnt been spndg a lot of tym together lately..we both have dsame interest..be it music, clothes, movies, silver accessories, "hot guys", latest gadgets/tech, etc..she's my movie partner n my silver-shopping partner..still rmmeber those tyms wen we both went to watch movie @ dcinema continuosly for days....haha...mz those moments..wish we culd hgout together lyk we used to..ehe..(adgtah bkapit dgn bf ane..ehe)...neway..im hp for u girl..mz u a lot!



..me n my cool cuz, yus...we both hv a lot of common interest..alwayz luv hangin out w him..kcarian jua sumtym..mz u cuzzie!



..haha!dis gorgeous-lookin hottie..is my cuz..he's super duper funny...wateve he do/say..he will owez find a way to mk me smile/laugh no matter wat..i love him for his crazy lil personality..he's my official photographer...hehe..u wont get bored if he's arnd..ehe...luv u gorgeous sexy montana!

now....these lil bratz are my cuz...i owez regard them as my lil kiddos...ehe..mnakan...lma dah jd nanny..



..this is my lil bf..ehe..he's my 1st baby cuz yg me asuh..hs name's fuad. owez bring him to watch dcinema..cn be a bit noty..but still luv hm. giler...handsem x ah..heartbreaker in dmaking ne..



now..this 1..is fuad's lil sis, hanan..i wuld say she's my other half. my aunt (her mom) used to say i used to fyt w her a lot wen i was @ same age as hanan..n now..dsame history repeats itself..this chix ah..owex trouble maker punye..i always fyt w her..but she can be adorable wen she's a good girl..still luv her..kehkeh



meanwyl...this lil kiddo..is d youngest bro, izzat. ane lg tia..his bday's same as my lil bro. ulah pn sama. giler...trouble maker ne sekong ne...he even manage to mk his big bro n sis cry..gila, hndal ja dah tu..haha..i owez refer my baby ane as the younger mini version of fuad..also..has d potential to be a heartbreaker once he grw up nanti..ehe..cute lil rascal...

so...yeap...dats my family...love u all...\(*.-)/..hugz n kisses....gonna mz u all wen im leavin nx yer...tsktsk....

love...

Me...

Gettin crazy soon...

hmmmm.....

CURRENT STATUS: DEPRESSION
my depression level @ d mo has reach up to 95%...why??? cz of a LOT of DEPRESSING things are goin on lately..
(1) ---no reason-

CURRENT STATUS : depression level rises up to 99.2%

(2) SSM report...i tink this yr was i did a terrible job. 1-cz i started my interview late 2-my data analysis is really tough 3- discussion was even worst....so i ended up NOT sleeping for roughly 48 HOURS...but im glad it ws done now. Another thing i had to do is prepare my SSM presentation. Hv no idea wat im goin to talk about...I fyl really2 shitty...I tink im gonna fail if they ask me abt my time management n commitment for ssm..F*CK!

CURRENT STATUS : depression level shoots up to 99.8%

(3) Ive been delayin my SDL n leavin my PBL stuff lately. Im spposed to do it now 4 PBL 2 tomorrow..no mood lah..really tired, exhausted n drained...kn tdo pn pyah, pdhal 48 hrs dah nda tdo. dats wat i called insomnia..n that how i diagnosed myself to have deprssion

CURRENT STATUS : depression level remained constant 99.85%

MY SIGNS OF DEPRESSION : insomnia, feel worthless, unable to concentrate, loss of appetite, lost interest in entertainment, and most importantly...having suicidal thought...



....miss hangin out my frens....



miss my cheerful self....

im on cloud 9~~

hmm...i tink im getting all mushy and softy everyday..ocassionally, i even found myself smiling n laughing lyk an idiot..hehe..

Life back to Uni

LAst Sat nyt before semester starts..aww...i missed my holiday!!!




back to uni...tsk tsk





i think i look lyk a small kitten here..haha! it was arnd 7am n i remember i came early arnd 6:45am. Imagine that!

d last remaining days of of ma holiday..

Wed nyt @ dRoyalle cafe



Thurs nyt @ dRoyalle