Showing posts with label Exam. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Exam. Show all posts

Tuesday, June 15, 2010

14.06.2010


الْحَمْدُللّهِ

=)


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Sunday, June 13, 2010

S' Wonderful S' Marvellous



I'm tired :(


I wanna go home :(


I've been watching an old drama series Gilmore Girls lately to past my free times and ada one of this episode, Lorelai the cool hot mom - she loves watching oldies film, one of which is called Funny Faces by Audrey Hepburn. Kali I decided to check out that film andddd...turned out it was indeed one of Audrey's best film! Ada one of the soundtrack I really really like...







Lawaa oh...*sigh~*

I'm tired. Haven't slept all day! And then went shopping lagi bali barang orang brunei :S Ngalih :( Kalau dulu bisai, nada org mengurut di Glasgow, paksa tah minta pihit saja oleh 2 big dudes / paling inda pun si Mas yang ngurut lol..At least ada wah kekeke.



I wanna go home :(



Mudah-mudahan result okay.. Amin~~~~~



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Friday, May 21, 2010

Di musim exam...


I don't about you all, but I have this pre-exam rituals that I like to do the night before the exam itself. I get myself new pens and stationaries, and then I use them so they would feel comfy to write on

THE big day! Monday 17th May 2010..


Food ration during the exam battle


I've learnt to love water :) Banarnya membuat air yaasin, so I make myself to drink them. Kali udah lama2 mencari air tia. Now I can't get used to not drinking them at all :D

OSCE day!



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The tough part is over.
Now, I have to wait for 3 excruciating weeks to find out if I am ever going to continue with this course. Before, I would have jumped for joy for the taste of freedom...but now, I don't think I can even bother to think about celebrating. My future and dreams to ever become a doctor is on the line, so what do I have to celebrate for?

Truthfully, I am scared. Like really really scared. My confidence level has dropped. I used to believe that I can pull through just about anything whatever the obstacles are that I have to face.

Whatever it is i am feeling right now, I still have faith, tawakkal kepada Allah. I've worked, berusaha as much as I could and the rest I placed my faith to you dear God, Allah.




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Saturday, May 15, 2010

Friday, May 14, 2010

The 14 hours

Guess what? Yesterday kan, I was like studying for 14 hours straight! From 9pm - 13pm! (I know, I have weird studying timing) This is like an achievement! Well, I used to study like this back when I was doing O and A level, and u think uni makes you even more rajin, BIG FAT NO! It makes me sloppy and lazy and believe it or not, I've lost my studying mojo :(

Well, at least I thought so until last night...I knew it's still there inside me somewhere

*flips hair* ;)

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Monday, May 10, 2010

A bundle of nerves

It is just a week left now until my exam begins. I am really on pins and needles just waiting and anticipating for the day where I'll be fighting for my future. I am not being dramatic here, it really is the last chance for me to ever fulfill my wishes and dream to be a doctor.

It has been a rough year for me. I don't remember ever feeling like this before, like everything that you've work for before is on the line. Fail, goodbye medicine forever. Nazubillah. I really hope everything goes smoothly.

Histories have tought me to become more prepared - academically, physically, spiritually and mentally for what will about to happen when result is out. No matter what the ending is gonna be, I'll pray that Allah will always be here by my side.

I am anxious, nervous and quacking in my boots just thinking about it all.

To mom and dad, I do hope that I will make you proud regardless of what the outcome would be. Thanks for picking me up when I was down and for constantly never-endingly supporting me.

Thanks ma for being the light of my life.


Love,
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Sunday, May 09, 2010

Unintentional pamper day

When I was out yesterday, I thought I should buy myself some comfort food, with the sole intention to help me go through my busy geeking days.


I ended not doing work :( Instead, I binged the food while watching my long awaiting downloaded series. I slept a lot too! Woke up at 3pm? (From 6am of course) I feel so guilty...but then kan, I believe it happens for a reason --> I might not get the chance to play around and good enough sleep anymore next week, so this might be the last time I'm ever gonna be able to have a good play time.



A good Arabian friend of mine whom I met during our SSC module early this year, gave me a good doa to read for the exam. It's extracted from Surah Shua'ra verse 83 and she said that Syeikh Jamal Uddin advised to read this verse before every exam, as it had helped him go through each of his exam, even without studying. So I found the surah and made a note for myself. Insyallah, hopefully, along with my other doa and prayers, I hope this one will help me go through this intimidating exam as well :)


رَبِّ هَبْ لِي حُكْمًا وَأَلْحِقْنِي بِالصَّالِحِينَ

(Wahai Tuhanku, berikanlah daku ilmu pengetahuan agama dan hubungkanlah daku dengan orang-orang yang soleh)

Goodluck to you out there who are having exams :)

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Friday, May 07, 2010

Hatch lil' egg~

I just realised that, today, would be a week since I've gone out of the flat. Yes, a WEEK!!! Well, not that I mind or anything, and I have to say, I've gotten used to living in the egg shell for a while. Not that I'm wasting my time, I'm actually being super productive, which felt like yearsss since I've been one. It's like back to O and A level years all over again~ *awww sound in the background for the dramatic effect*

Owh did I mention before that I haven't gone to check my fb and my msn yet? :D *a geek smile to be inserted here please*

I feel more content when I'm not around msn, less drama around. Hmmm..who knows, I might even consider not using it again. Notice the "might"...lol. But it's kinda hard also not to have msn 'coz thats where my families usually contact me and stuff, esp me being away and everything...but come to think of it, mama bapa selalu jua call and message arah mobile, i only use msn to contact si ajid, atupun if there's a strike of lightning..(did i use that metaphor right??)..mm nyeh *shrug* we'll see~

Why am I up early again? Pasal karang I have a superfun "date" in the med school practicing with my "super-enthusiastic" friend/s (we'll see later who's the chirpy ones lol), for the osce exam coming up soon. Come to think of it kan, OSCE is the only thing that I'm not worried about, it's the paper exam that I'm anxious about...*shudder*

Baaaaaaaah, kan jalan soon. I will soon spare you the details of my boring life. Until then, tata!


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p/s: *pointing up* notice that I finally manage to make it blend with the background!! Awesome right??? :P

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

The Relaxing Part...Post - Exam

Hey all...

My exam is finally over!!!! Time does flies. OSCE exam was fun, a bit challenging but nothing that I haven't done before, so hopefully mudahan ja pass, aminn~

My last exam was last Friday - the OSCE part II. Unfortunately that time my exam circuit was at 1:20pm, Edah and Syuk's exams were in the morning - lucky farts :P Who cares now, exam is already done and over with. So right after exam, I went to this bbq party organised by the bruscot peeps. Had fun, food was great although I wish I get to change my exam "clinic" clothes to something more comfortable. So there I was, with E, wearing our smart clothes..so not ideal. LOL. We had to rush back home after to help Edah and Syuk pack - they're leaving the next day back to Brunei - so imagine how rushing tat is.

Saturday, me, nizam and al went to send Edah and Syuk to the airport. I feel a bit sad, knowing I will be all alone in the flat. Usually if dorang nada dirumah pun, I know they're still here with me, but I have to admit, I miss them eventhough lately jarang hangout sama dorang.

So here I am, spending my weekend alone. Went shopping yesterday to stock up my kitchen and bought some new stuffs to wear. Today, I thought I just spend time at home, rehat before I start my SSM tomorrow. Yes, I'll be starting my module right away, no time to waste ey.. Somehow, I guess I've gotten use to having the flat alone now, did a lot of stuffs to fill my pathetic 2-days holidays...

1) Cleaning the flat and my room
2) Organising my notes (which were all over the place masa exam)
3) Baking my infamous pasta
4) Making oreo truffles (which are now in the fridge - still waiting for the end-product)
5) Watching movies online
6) Talking to mum on the phones (she's been calling me more frequently these days, ingau lah tu)
7) Watching movie at the cinema (more of this in the future)

Can't remember what else I did..will post more stuffs..cya~

Monday, May 18, 2009

EXAM Day


My D Day has arrived...

Wish me luck~

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

Exam Fever...



It's the Exam Season again! My first time ever to sit for exam here in Glasgow. We didn't have one last semester because apparently it's conducted every end of the term - which kinda have its own good and bad points.

Good - Relaxing December holiday :))))
Bad - A lot to cover at the end of the term :(((

Anywho, like I always do every exam season, my bodyclock is soo screwed up that morning has become my night time where I went to sleep while my night time is my peak "belajaring" time. I was supposed to have this OSCE practice with the rest of the groups this morning and I couldn't wake up that I missed it. Shyte. Sorry E~

Here's my exam schedule:

18th MAY
Paper 1

19th MAY
Paper 2

20th MAY
OSCE Part 1
Royal Alexandra Hospital

22nd MAY
OSCE Part 2
Faculty of Medicine

FYI I have 32 Cases to cover, all of which I have covered in IM UBD last time, so I'm praying that this time my revision would be running smoothly and easy peasy. I guess the revising part is the least of my concern, its the motivation and will to study as well as the effort you need to stay awake throughout the revision phase are what seems to be the most challenging thing I have to battle with. I have to say I haven't covered as much as I wanted to..but I definitely will cover them all!

Far! You CAN DO THIS!!!


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